Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
hiding from the rain
no longer writing in the third person
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Today I felt like starting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?