yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

is this you as well

was it worth it

plato

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf abrar

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

no like which do people call me

bro i read nothing in my life

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

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theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

division of reality is straying away from it

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

but really the thing should be autonomous

lol

no longer writing in the third person

abrar?

i see a website

yeah

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.