we can only engage in such a way
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator
consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
Today I felt like starting
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or
fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It
may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.