it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
we can only engage in such a way
ion
so the method has to be autonomous
autonomy of learning
feel you
we need to be deconstructing our identities
you cannot feed someone truth
have you read
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
plato
whats your name?
what do you think my name is
is this you as well
which magnetises chains of pins
like magnets
propensity within someone
its performative
division of reality is straying away from it
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
i was tempted to lie about my name
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
...
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
hiding from the rain
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak