yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

its good

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no longer writing in the third person

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

magnetisation/form

and the fake qualifier

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

like first name

isaac

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

god being the centre magnet

so an active mazelike process

idk

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god "possessing" artists "possessing" people