Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Rain, starting

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

no longer writing in the third person

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

bro i read nothing in my life

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

hiding from the rain

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

wait what is that

and the fake qualifier

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

isaac

feel you

really i want the internet