no longer writing in the third person

we can only engage in such a way

all that is to say

so the method has to be autonomous

is everyoneback on tumblr now

your feed looks like my tumblr

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

barren land

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so an active mazelike process

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

autonomy of learning

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

...

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

god being the centre magnet

yeah

was it worth it

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

ion


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

sorry i am texting like a slav

fw

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

or never left

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Better Lift

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

is this you as well

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike