you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

so at the end

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

...

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

i was tempted to lie about my name

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

no i haven't really read anything

its good

sorry i am texting like a slav

god being the centre magnet

was it worth it

we can only engage in such a way

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

bro i read nothing in my life

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

December 2025

as in

not their contents

i have read not even 1 book

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities