Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
which magnetises chains of pins
what do you think my name is
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
feel you
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
was it worth it
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i want to do that too
yeah
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
currently
all that is to say
barren land
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
we can only engage in such a way
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
like magnets
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting