It Will Get Lighter

no longer writing in the third person

was it worth it

ahnaf abrar

lol

no like which do people call me

we need to be deconstructing our identities

plato

i love it here

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i have read not even 1 book

is everyoneback on tumblr now

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its good

i understand

idk

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
what do you think my name is

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

but i respect your search

i see a website

Rain, starting

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue