okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

we can only engage in such a way

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

yeah

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

you cannot feed someone truth

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

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its performative

propensity within someone

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

no i haven't really read anything

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

its good

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

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