It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

i really havent

was it worth it

...

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Slug

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

not so on: yvf(wthw)

this will be about a slug
part of an old note. It will get lighter.