It Will Get Lighter

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


13, H, grate


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I am below everything.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Rain, starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you cannot feed someone truth

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos


I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

not so on: yvf(wthw)