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It Will Get Lighter

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

kind of mythopoesis

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

magnetisation/form


i am quite illiterate on producing technology

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

as in

that looks like my instagram account

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

idk

Can I see

its performative

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

lol yea

is this you as well

you cannot feed someone truth

Worse Lift

feel you

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I am below everything.