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brb i will read and reply sincerely

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

It Will Get Lighter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


no longer writing in the third person

this will be about a slug

the site i am dreaming



I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Slug

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

not so on: yvf(wthw)

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

really i want the internet

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

wait what is that
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Style

and the fake qualifier


IWGD

in a post. I want to be remembered

I Write Goodbye Letter

It Will Get Lighter



confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

send link

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me