i love it here

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

It Will Get Lighter

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

currently

Better Lift

Can I see

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

or never left

as in

the site i am dreaming

IWGD

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

what do you mean

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

ion

you cannot feed someone truth

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i have read not even 1 book

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its good

division of reality is straying away from it

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate