Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

I Write Goodbye Letter

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confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.


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much more tactility

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lol

magnetisation/form

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so at the end


autonomy of learning

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Today I felt like starting

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.


so an active mazelike process

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

that looks like my instagram account

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

your feed looks like my tumblr

Picture

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

It Will Get Lighter