okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.
sorry i am texting like a slav
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
thank you
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
...
whats your name?
which magnetises chains of pins
yeah
i really havent
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Thank you, Jack
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
I am below everything.
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.hello reader,