that looks like my instagram account
but i respect your search
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
"Put a blanket."
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
brb i will read and reply sincerely
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
...
i was tempted to lie about my name
autonomy of learning
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
its performative
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
as in
i have read not even 1 book
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it