It Will Get Lighter

I am below everything.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like magnets

lol

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

abrar?

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

is this you as well

bro i read nothing in my life

as in

your feed looks like my tumblr

what do you think my name is

was it worth it

December 2025

its good

i really havent

no like which do people call me

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

2 (actually index). two is company

we can only engage in such a way


its performative

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos