We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.


One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

13, H, grate

Better Lift


Rain, starting

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

not their contents

is this you as well