Lift Analysis
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
no longer writing in the third person
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Thank you, Jack
it is hopeful