I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

have you read

isaac newton

feel you

kind of mythopoesis

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

autonomy of learning

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Lift Analysis

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i was tempted to lie about my name

i want to do that too

what do you think my name is

plato

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i see a website