like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
so the method has to be autonomous
not their contents
propensity within someone
much more tactility
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
ahnaf abrar
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
which magnetises chains of pins
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
its good
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
December 2025
i understand
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
"Put a blanket."
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
isaac newton
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
kind of mythopoesis