I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

13, H, grate

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

ahnaf abrar

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Style

so the method has to be autonomous

so an active mazelike process

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

you cannot feed someone truth

magnetisation/form

was it worth it

we can only engage in such a way

It Will Get Lighter

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

and the fake qualifier

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.