Style

isaac

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

yeah

2 (actually index). two is company

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

i have read not even 1 book

its performative

plato

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

December 2025

abrar?

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

what do you mean

lol

magnetises a pin

was it worth it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"Put a blanket."

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.