theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
I am below everything.
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
i understand
division of reality is straying away from it
autonomy of learning
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
in a post. I want to be remembered
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
December 2025
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
hiding from the rain
bro i read nothing in my life
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting