Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

it is hopeful

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Rain, starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Picture

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

It Will Get Lighter

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

"Put a blanket."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Better Lift

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

no longer writing in the third person

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59