but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

as in

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


Today I felt like starting


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

13, H, grate

all that is to say

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

its good

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

was it worth it

lol

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

its good


I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

isaac newton

and the fake qualifier

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


part of an old note. It will get lighter.

hello reader,

no longer writing in the third person

2 (actually index). two is company

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i love it here

bro i read nothing in my life