its performative

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

13, H, grate

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

not their contents

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue


propensity within someone


as in

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Lift Analysis

but really the thing should be autonomous

Thank you, Jack

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

so at the end

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

is everyoneback on tumblr now

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate