i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
really i want the internet
but really the thing should be autonomous
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
not their contents
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
autonomy of learning
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
so an active mazelike process
so at the end
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
kind of mythopoesis
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.in a post. I want to be remembered
hiding from the rain
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged