no longer writing in the third person

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Style

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

kind of mythopoesis

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

have you read

sorry i am texting like a slav

what do you mean

its good short few pages

i dont understand magnetisation

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

hiding from the rain

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

what do you think my name is

i was tempted to lie about my name

and the fake qualifier