something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

all that is to say

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

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we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Picture

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

but i respect your search

autonomy of learning

Style

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

so an active mazelike process

really i want the internet

IWGD

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate