that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

no longer writing in the third person

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I am below everything.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

hiding from the rain

Picture

It Will Get Lighter

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i see a website

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
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it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

but really the thing should be autonomous

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

"Put a blanket."

Thank you, Jack