in a post. I want to be remembered

its performative

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

autonomy of learning

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

you cannot feed someone truth

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

propensity within someone

magnetisation/form

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

we can only engage in such a way

so the method has to be autonomous

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Can I see

hiding from the rain

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

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mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i understand

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