was it worth it

no i haven't really read anything

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

idk

plato

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

is everyoneback on tumblr now

It Will Get Lighter

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

i have read not even 1 book

yeah

no like which do people call me

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

...

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine


ion


god being the centre magnet

really i want the internet

its good

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Picture

we need to be deconstructing our identities


It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

whats your name?