there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise
this is going to be awful.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about...
whatever
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Rain, starting
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
It Will Get Lighter
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
propensity within someone
division of reality is straying away from it
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
IWGD
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
i
struggle with
building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.