no like which do people call me

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Better Lift

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

as in

i dont understand magnetisation

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i love it here

god being the centre magnet

lol yea

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feel you

isaac newton

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its performative

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

yeah

ahnaf abrar

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i want to do that too

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I am below everything.