mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i want to do that too

its performative

all that is to say

like first name

propensity within someone

and the fake qualifier

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

is this you as well

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

wait what is that

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.