no longer writing in the third person
really i want the internet
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
2 (actually index). two is company
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
bro i read nothing in my life
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems
annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in the day.
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant
articulate
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
