Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

13, H, grate

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I am below everything.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

its good

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

have you read

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

is this you as well

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

its good

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Rain, starting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

It Will Get Lighter