yeah
Today I felt like starting
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
as in
its performative
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
I am below everything.
you cannot feed someone truth
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
we can only engage in such a way
propensity within someone
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
division of reality is straying away from it
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
all that is to say