December 2025

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

it is hopeful

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Worse Lift

It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

division of reality is straying away from it

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

we can only engage in such a way

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

as in

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

not their contents

and the fake qualifier