She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen.
I go inside.
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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
this will be about a slug
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
with this post net
clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
It Will Get Lighter
