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i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Today I felt like starting

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24


somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

2 (actually index). two is company

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

magnetisation/form

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Better Lift

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

not their contents

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

whats your name?

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
isaac

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

we want to live the knowledge too live the content