He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.
i want to do that too
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
bro i read nothing in my life
its good short few pages
what do you think my name is
which magnetises chains of pins
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.
ahnaf abrar
all that is to say
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
much more tactility
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
it is hopeful
sorry i am texting like a slav
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
have you read
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08