13, H, grate

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

all that is to say

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

yeah

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

as in

no longer writing in the third person

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i have read not even 1 book

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

that looks like my instagram account

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

you cannot feed someone truth

Can I see

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

magnetisation/form

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate