After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

was it worth it

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

and the fake qualifier

magnetisation/form

i want to do that too

we can only engage in such a way

much more tactility

plato

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

like first name

lol yea

was it worth it

i was tempted to lie about my name

ahnaf abrar

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

not their contents

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

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