with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

...

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

its performative

hello reader,

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

magnetisation/form

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

I Write Goodbye Letter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

division of reality is straying away from it

not their contents

what do you think my name is

Lift Analysis

autonomy of learning

i want to do that too

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

"Put a blanket."

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

no longer writing in the third person

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

all that is to say

ahnaf abrar

send link

we can only engage in such a way

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.