the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

as in

Today I felt like starting

magnetises a pin

ion

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Thank you, Jack

but i respect your search

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

idk

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i love it here

i have read not even 1 book

13, H, grate

you have a beautiful account btw

Can I see

that looks like my instagram account

Rain, starting

god being the centre magnet

all that is to say

plato

in a post. I want to be remembered

isaac